~jarpedna

now i'm 23 and does not really feel different seems like i am stuck up at 18 or 15 and only thing i want is playing basketball in the sun...

life has changed considerably in the past few months and perhaps the best time to make a new start is my birthday.

life is a teacher... we are learning....

today the sun shines different and i can feel the beauty of the world. i can feel the purity and uniqueness of every second.

we should live every day as if it is the last day of our lives. basically, life is built of only "choices". to be happy and hopefully for today, tomorrow (and even yesterday) is a choice.


please do not wait for something to happen. something is happening now.

dream... believe and live accordingly.

the only one to decide on who yopu are is.... YOU

For the last 1.5 years, ı have been living in a dream... with my perfect girl, in my perfect life. nothing could have gone wrong, nothing could make my world "bad" again.

There's much to say but there is no need, in fact. Nothing is perfect, i see... Dreams are never endless.

Closing your eyes and letting the flow take you in its direction. Trying not to see the wrong things, ugly words... The misjustice in the world. This brings you nothing. Only pain, accumulated all those times while your eyes were closed.

I have a big headache.

I couldn't be on DA for a long time... exams and homeworks and projects... golden triangle as killing your life.

Hi everybody... I am back again...

today was a beautiful day, after so many "greyish" days. finally, i started to feel all right, relaxed...

i see that i am experiencing some problems in writing in this language (and the bad news is i hadn't had before) i apologise for all mistakes i have done & will do from all readers. (if there is one )

no way in life is obligatory. sun rises everyday you wake up and be sure it will also rise even if you don't. don't mis the taste of life....

just coming to the end of a long holiday and coming closer to hard days again, step by step.

i've lots of thougts crawling in my head, thins to do, thins not to do, a project competition to win, books to finish, future to be planned etc...

in fact, no obvious problems to cope with but "there's always some reason to feel not good enogh..."